I stand here,
awake through my eyes
but deep down i have closed down my vision.
what i now see is just a perception.
i feel stoned.
i am speechless, and i barely breathe..
makes me feel..
i am just another human..
miles have passed,
hours have flown past,
and after a endless journey that never took off
i am still the same..
i am just another human..
with no expectations,
and no elaborate variations in a sober lyf,
i sail with no fire.
nothing to look forward to.
and wen i look back all i see is a blank canvas,
with titbits nd small splashes of color,
yet missing the larger picture..
a lost battle..
a missing passion..
and a conscience dt is doubt able..
and much more to introspect..
leaves me shouting out loud..
that all i ever feared is bitterly true..
Alas i am just another human..!!
If these words are true and represent you,
ReplyDeleteI can see your future written bold and black across your white canvas...
It talks of battles never fought, of lanes never took, of passion never found, of engineered conscience, of dead mornings and dark phases on brightly lit desks, ruled by human masked mystery that propagates bogus pleasures and forged well-being, of falling in line, of fear of failure, of falling pride....of a life that's the same lived or spent starting at blank walls forever...
I read the signs clear as day...as I have lived your future for the past one decade...
The money, the job, the friends, the booze, the friends with booze, the vacation, the love, the lust, the home, the pet, the place, the GOD…..cannot light your fire...cannot fill that gap….what will? I have never known…but will this? It never will...
ReplyDeleteupside down is the real and anatomically the world in front.. nay the reflection of the retina but the manas (mind) puts it right for you...Yours do not represent you not the U is U. Water, sun, soil,space, air is the food menu and thus the hormones...whose baby is it? fool are the mothers and fathers claim the children of theirs and obsessed! GOD laughs loud as the true creator. Come alone and go alone to whom i belong.also I see in your poem madhu... GOD bless...
ReplyDeleteupside down is the real and anatomically the world in front.. nay the reflection of the retina but the manas (mind) puts it right for you...Yours do not represent you not the U is U. Water, sun, soil,space, air is the food menu and thus the hormones...whose baby is it? fool are the mothers and fathers claim the children of theirs and obsessed! GOD laughs loud as the true creator. Come alone and go alone to whom i belong.also I see in your poem madhu... GOD bless...